These writings come to me when I am at peace. In sharing them with you, I am sharing my light. Enjoy!
January 18, 2012
PEACE
Dedicated to my teacher Anat Baniel.
When I am at peace I can truly see a vision of myself that is beautiful and elegant, like a spark making waves around the surface of the Earth.
As my attention is balanced, light shines purpose into the animation of my bones and the veil of my destiny wanes.
I sit here inside myself, my eyes open and close, and within I feel the certainty of propelling love. I hear the song of my heart, I breathe in the scents of roses, and the bind of illusion begins to drip away.
I draw myself close and hold. For here peace is written in gold and my thoughts shine with its wisdom. Yes, today I have come to bring you home, to do a dance with the palms of my softened hands.
My love beckons, its blue starlight goes twinkling into the vast corners of the table of life. As you lie before me resting in silence, heaven, an awareness gone loose, pours like honey through your neck, shoulders, and hips. And as we continue exploring, linking and moving gently, chronicles of suffering close and all the steady work of your muscles sinks away. You are open, a thinking mind drinking at the banks of unlimited potential, as the sweet whispers of ease and delicacy attune the quiet fibers of your ears.
Our eyes meet and smile, joined intent gives cause to elevate and the dawn breaks, both within me and without, in a flood and flow that remains unstoppable to fear. With you as my witness I do not wander, but wonder as a child, standing tall on the ladder of my bones, listening and learning, embodying true intelligence. I feel your power and it is magnificent!
I chose to be made, here and now, an usher to this new day that loves all with subtle majesty, spinning spirals of experience in an unwinding that connects all connections.
The Earth, a school of light, school of love, an ocean where people are born free, clean, innocent, and perfect. A place where my soul soars with joy, where radiance is the natural environment.
How could I not invite all to dive with me, deep into the crystal blue-green waters, where smaller versions of oneself unhook and the hue of healing imbues your every move. Electric energy cycles through us, this prism of body and brain, serving as a limitless turbine that attends to every need.
From this moment forward we are together always, and as each successive day comes rising I shall greet it where I am, as a piece carrying the whole until it is no longer needed. I am one with you.
In this time and space the light has struck a greater flame, never to be extinguished. The origin of glory and self is revealed and so are all forms made reversible. Life is only good and can only get better for all that come home to themselves.
I dedicate this page, my hands, my thoughts, and this moving dance to your light within. And I say to you, thank you and may you go in peace.
December 23, 2011
The Gift of Christmas
You are my gift of Christmas and I come to you, entering as Light.
When your heart feels me, energy becomes honey, spun by the wings of a butterfly,
and we beat together as One.
Open your eyes and see. We are beneath the Tree as moments shade in divine timber and reveal a most tender awakening.
The Sun, a sky of light and snow, sparks a quiet story to the tip of your ear.
Beside the pond you drink of my love as we lay. The dew of ice drips over your crown, and we are, crescents crossed upon the saddle of Life.
The diamond within you, grown so shallow to skin, is radiance, a kaleidoscope so crystal clear.
Now, as you have prayed for Truth with two hands pressed, you rise in eternal velvet, the cape of your beauty, gone.
Our song in the infinite plays, the notes go sewing themselves, made and unmade.
We are the bridge, an ark of Light in this rainbow of a dream, a dream of sailing Home.
For it is over, your turn of the key spoils All in gold.
The egg, the shell of the mind, has broken and the yolk runs free, lasting forever in grace, in perfect peace.
October 31, 2011
Miracle
Spinning Earth, diamond tree,
Moon-rose rising.
Rainbow gold, crystal heart,
FULL LOVE.
Beacons of glory shining, serving, turning,
Belief beyond body:
Enter Temple without walls.
Pyramid Peak, Coil of Life
CORE
Light-Energy, Energy-Light
PEACE
In the drift of Heaven’s song, fearless exchange.
A Cross in Time, no Time.
Wheel, whole, One.
Shimmering silver, spark of light,
Open eyes,
Portal round.
Standing true, flame of you.
Carried whispers shaping shift,
Belly laugh, sacred gift.
Violet sky, emperor Sun
Beating heart, soaring Dove.
Miracle Light, Miracle Love.
July 16, 2011
Bearing the Light
The eye of the world is open and I see. Entering the Earth, I am silent. Streaming tears clear as healing vibrations hum through my cheeks. I feel my heart as the center of love. I know my body as the tunnel of creation, a passage of one into one. In God’s hand I stay, illuminated and soft, an angel of gold.
Purity and air mingle, then meld, the future bleeds with light. Step into the weather of “watch without chain,” your breast expanding with each inhale. Angles of peace, a headdress of song, pearls of perception, egoic eclipse.
Horizons cross and we meet there: the eye of the diamond, the shore of the sea. The tide of love floods and our bodies cannot hold us. Truth, all that remains, all.
The love, the light, the eye, a satellite bearing the beginning. Our signature sounds and the light falls in, forming. Hold fast as the spark whose journey weaves heaven, whose song is life itself.
The circle of the soul, the waist of God, a boundless emancipator for the ties of time, ripples the agreement of never looking back. Freedom swells forever more into the mists of joyful branches, receivers of the sun, the moon, the stars. You are the light, clothed in golden nectar, you are the essential ingredient.
As hands of the world join, a lotus blooms up out of the land, growing love into sacred solid. Lungs of the new era spread into balance, nourishing every energy. All hearts beat as one.
These letters on the page come together now as symbols igniting my brain and yours, erasing the labyrinth between us. With each new moment the light and the eye increase their kiss and the winds of divine grace sail home.
June 7, 2011
A Happy Heart
Love penetrates the dimensions, calling forth fullness to an otherwise empty shell. Day by day, moment by moment, this I must remember. Love- the ultimate key, spinning out the "dead" ideas.
To my highest high I call. May the flood of remembrance reign within my heart, may my chest swell with dreams of a body in motion, a body of destiny. And imbued with blessing I ask to sail there, on the sparkles of divine connection, a road built within me, spiraling into the light of tender darkness, into silence, where all is known.
Help me God as I endeavor my mind to reflect upon itself in the mirror of complete undoing and seamless surrender. As I stand in the river of this and of that (my creation), let me present love through form as an offering, a portal of presence, understanding, responsibility.
Live me to know, live me to see through the iris of human expression that which is unchangeable yet capable of everything, giving rise to a happy heart. The vision of heaven is but a gift that depends upon a guiltless chatter, bringing all manifestation and experience within the echoes of non-judgment.
How I can settle, how I can collapse these bonds that throne the kingdom of hell in an instant. The origin lies in the geometry of active passivity and loving observance, in the embrace of totality and the subsequent disappearance of the fabric of space and time.
May I swallow and be swallowed of that which exists without yearning or missing piece. I place that idea upon the center altar of my life and times, and yet I cannot want or perceive the difference between concept and fulfillment, for in doing so I lay ruin to myself by day and by night. To myself I must be that which only saves and in Truth I believe that to be Me.
March 8, 2011
Lady of Love
She comes in ascended peace, traversing the dimensions, slipping into light waves.
Her scent of rose kisses against human lips and lifts, swirling into human nose, invigorating the brain.
Projections of her loveliness shine in arcing rainbows.
It is your mind that paints her down upon this readied Earth and it is your eyes that beam her up into streaming sky.
You stand as a Being of Light, you stand as a Diamond of Man, all symbols of time running through your legs. And as you fan out your fingers and circle your palms, she flows love through the river of all biology.
Lady of Love is born as the answer, born as a healer into the fringes of the eloquent mind, gathering all ends of creation and delivering to the point of God.
Yes she is and yes she goes, so loose and so free, shining her song into all of life, lighting with love...the way home.
November 3, 2010
LIGHT
In beauty I am kept, simple and sound.
Waves of light beam through my energy like a steady breeze.
Calm, peaceful and clear, I am an open window of Truth.
My tenderness flows along every vein of experience.
I have chosen my path and as I walk, I spiral inward, following the petals of a rose, breathing in the never-ending nectar.
In this dream I appear to walk, yet in reality I am formless light that cannot be divided or named.
In gentle balance there is healing on Earth, as the folds of the body of life disappear into heart and into Home, until all that is left to Be is LIGHT.
July 16, 2010
Inspired Oasis
I am in Inspired Oasis, where beauty and intelligence blur into the rainbow of my heart.
Every movement is a singing sequence of divine light and my mind is at once a haven for all creatures great and small.
I grow, as an anchor among fellow creators- spiral compass in hand.
Endless light, endless love, building on the soils of Truth.
Together all soar within this wonderland of soul-scapes and portal-eyes.
On the carpet of the cross, explorers elevate into- Inspired Oasis.
March 14, 2010
For the Earth
Like the curves of her palm I find myself loved, safe and soft in a rotating egg.
In delicate need, I am traveling through the blackened shades of space.
I reflect light into this night, my chest of disarm, blinking its code to destinations unknown.
It continues until all is said, and it is done.
Only then am I ready for the stars to come through the curtains, to blink back at me, uniting our song of love and light.
The beauty of the black is that which heals all as they arrive within its cool anesthetic and the journey to Truth is again polished clean.
January 13, 2010
Light, a path we walk together.
Within me the masses are mobilized, all the energy of us saying “yes.”
As sparkling diamonds we form a ring, mirrors to the golden sun, conveying the light of love.
At once, our crystal eyes join and center, flashing in metallic white, projecting the reflection of Truth again and again.
Pure energy spirals up and out, rushing through our bodies, sweeping all sensations into One.
Sinking down beneath our feet there is nothing but a brilliant milky canvas flowing as the world.
Musical light glows in divine arrangement, lifting fire as we create a nest for the immaculate.
Every stone has turned, every door has melted into here and into now.
Holding a body while all else goes beyond it: this magnetizes every dimension of my soul.
To love oneself as formed is to be led to bear this hearth of healing.
Inside me this is what I see, this is what I feel.
Beautiful energy, beautiful me. Upon the Earth, may all walk free.
December 12, 2009
CLOSER
Dangling on the edge of sanity, freedom’s compass crystal clear
A miracle, my body breathing secrets…the light escaping
Choice: the ascending galaxy of mind and matter, hits at high
Reflections of Truth flame in the sky of my frequency
Peace, a flow of instrumental resin, dedicates his delicate plan
Flying the horizon, skimming the veil, heaven’s hand holds everything
As the cross, magnetic suicide animates the wand, weaving all life into golden God
In this dream I project a portal of sound immortality
My eyes, my heart, desire you
December 6, 2009
VIOLET
Eyes of the tiger pierce the dream
Hummingbird’s tempo, vaccine immortal, holds honesty alive
In my mind so holy, mother, and her halo of home, simply shone
We pray, our bodies blazing a golden fire, crossing the threshold of safe
Love at impossible increase happens on this Earth
Under the light grows the glow of the yellow brick road
We walk together in emblematic energy, in balance, in peace…warming to the flood
Mighty marker, be in me…be free!
In solo to the symphony, I give thanks. Thanks to the sync of time, how you unwind...
Write, write, smile, smile, our partnership mirrors the Sun
And so it is.
November 11, 2009
NOW
The diamond hold all in its shape, providing shelter, comfort and communion.
Cool light bleeds with pleasure through its nexus and into the intelligence of brain, spilling color and electricity.....making body, planet.....a where.
Penned upon ethereal tablet, light comes to earthen eyes, spinning a spiral flocked with pearls, taking my nerves into perpetual exhale.....ruling the space of Me.
Brighter still brings wand, a happy cobra of moving gold, the elemental king of Source.
In delicious fade, surrender blooms, a kind explosion of singular seed....found.
Beating beauty, massage all matter, tipping the scales of duality into Truth.
From the cross of my body, I love, and I lay the key to shine in your hands, to be carried first and foremost in the highest intensity.
In my mind, it is raining a sacred sound that melts away the democracy of pain and suffering.
Playing with the band, loving all the people...that is Life!
November 3, 2009
Healing
Bodies of gold stand together, petals of the mind arc into the Sun
Rays of the rainbow twirl the pedestal of Truth upon the Earth
The memory of silk unfolds its fearless smile
Energy and Light melt as a crystalline mirror, slipping loose every dimension
Silhouettes of angels lift from form, an easy, so happy, dance
Mercury of the soul magnetizes home, bringing all journey to spherical completion
The returning revolution is real, a digest for the ages carried on the gleam of a star
A gaze into their eyes is being held in sweet, sweet love
The portal to the center, the portal to light everlasting is a door open wide
Every waking movement and every dreamy night leads the All within, and into the Light
March 31, 2009
The Light Tonight
The light tonight, burning.
A single flame flickers.
Quiet and night and nature in concert, colors of the wheel.
The quiet allows for fog to drift, a polished looking glass for things as they come and go.
Together the flame and the flicker form the centerpiece of experience.
As the sun sleeps the focal light comes clean and close.
Human dreams gather here at the centerpiece, in this single mind wide-open.
They come in silence, speaking to the flame with innocent eyes, their bodies bathing in the flashes of the flickering light.
The All recollects at this hearth, where hearts gather and grow in circular swim.
Will reveals the fortification of unity, resounding in wave after wave, looping in gold.
In my own way I come to listen. Tuning to the sound of beauty in motion, swelling to glimpse the divine balladeer.
The spectrum of our frequency carries love deep within its wings. Beauty continually soars, hugging a natural canvas. Awareness expands, pulls a thinning illusion into transparency, making room for God.
Traveling as the mind of a star, igniting from the inside out, all motion streaking with diamond rain.
My flame holds the home of a new world, burning within me to be free
With each breath this free world believes and energy translates into light
Within this capsule of time, every time, two keys cross and the centerpiece is born
February 13, 2009
My Journey
When I first discovered I was a lightworker I thought it meant I could continually help others to have a better life and in doing so, everything in my life, including my own healing would just fall into place. I have since discovered something bigger and deeper, something with much more meaning.
So many challenges have arisen for so much of humanity, particularly in the areas of finance and health. The experience of my own immediate family was no exception. I was afraid of what might happen to us. Nobody was stepping up and I was the lightworker so I thought I could make things happen and take care of everyone. I would deal with me later.
I took on many extra jobs, anything that made money, and worked to exhaustion. I continually wondered if there was anything else I could squeeze onto my list to make life better for all of us. My hard work was supposed to make everything okay.
At times, I would feel high from the adrenaline of running from place to place, but often I would have breakdowns, become distant, and not be able to function at all. Finally, the swing that was holding my ups and downs, died.
Enough was literally enough. I had to live again and I had to make changes. I could not see the way or think my way to an answer. I knew I had to go deeper. Using Spirit as my guide, it became clear that there wasn’t enough room in my life to heal everyone in the way that I wanted. Before I could help anyone, I needed to help myself. Over a period of many weeks, it has meant dissolving my pile of jobs and commitments. Looking back, I cannot believe the burden I was trying to carry. Being so busy, I became incapable of making decisions in alignment with my Truth.
Every day I find myself more and more magnetized to the quiet and strength of Spirit that has helped me to live again. From a point of stillness, I realize being a lightworker has much more to do with living consciously than it does with trying to help others solve their problems. Taking responsibility for experiencing my world is a number one priority and the only help I can offer is recommending that others do the same.
For me, self-care has become a natural extension of the voice of Source. Most have heard that nobody will take care of you, but you, however I have found that very few people honor that message. Self-care is often lower on one’s list of priorities and usually comes paired with excuses as to why it isn’t at the top. When I take care to love myself, that is when all else falls into place and I am healed. From that place, I can reflect the light of humanity in a way that is helpful, more clear, and most meaningful.
My financial situation hasn’t changed and yet I have a new perspective seen from brighter eyes. Practices like meditation, yoga, and the freedom to daydream are no longer shelved for another day. I am at peace more often. I give myself to the quiet more often. I find no real reason to hurry or to think that I am missing out by taking the time to feel. I AM patience. My trust now lies in the assurance that when everything seems to be failing it is just a chance to be born again, to love one’s self again.
To live in Truth I find I must go slower to find the voice within. Sometimes this means not making a decision about something right away or ignoring the pull of instant gratification. Stripping away all expectations and the desire to people please, helps me to honor the heart and not compromise. Many times I have found myself going against all logic to stay true. Fear still greets me on a daily basis, but I can choose for something deeper. I have proven to myself that if I remain conscious, love can be the greatest dictator.
Enlightenment, for me, is no longer the destination it once was. Holding a place for Truth in consciousness is where I am and I will take it with me everywhere I go. In every moment I can be the center of my universe.
There is far more for me to learn in this life, more things to be communicated in the quiet of a beating heart. I am listening intently now, so that I may feel the love and see the light.
November 17, 2008
Balance Just Is
Many of the great teachers throughout history have shown that balance is essential to living a healthy and happy life. Balance is natural and innate, and yet the mind thinks it is able to override this natural flow, which may create an experience of conflict, resistance, disease and pain.
Energy Balancing is a wonderful tool to help restore one's sense of balance in the world. Our physical bodies and even our thoughts and emotions are comprised of energy.
During an energy balancing, a trained practitioner aligns his or herself with the Universal Life Force by stepping aside from his or her own thinking mind. In this way, the practitioner becomes a conduit for Source energy to flow and guide the session.
The energy body of the receiver instantly recognizes this flow of Source energy, creating an opportunity for the awareness and perception of balance in the world to gently be restored.
The experience of an energy balancing is recommended for anyone. Even people who are very healthy and happy in life may experience a deepening sense of unity, connection and love.
Many of the great spiritual teachers of the past and of today exemplify and experience their own balance and peace in each moment. They are in effect always acting as pure conduits for Source energy, not allowing their minds to interfere or create a false reality of imbalance. If you take notice, not only do others enjoy listening to their words, but they love just being around these individuals because it feels good. This is the energy body at work, recognizing balance and flow and wanting more!
The beauty of humanity is that we have a choice about how we want to perceive and experience the world of energy we have created. If we choose for peace and balance, then it is so and that becomes our experience everyday. Allowing for the gift of balance to flow heals all unpleasant perceptions.
Since the world, physical and invisible, is comprised of energy, it is all connected. Energy does not stop and begin again. Therefore, everything we do and think affects everything. Nothing goes unnoticed. If one person chooses and experiences peace, it allows the opportunity for all to share in that experience.
With balance there is no need to fix anything. Balance just is and always will be. When the mind stops creating problems, they simply cease to exist.
The gift of energy balancing can be seen to create a golden ring around the Earth, linking the flow of everything together in its natural state of love and unity. When the ring is seen to be complete, light pours in, illuminating the world of energy and giving birth to the flower of everlasting life.
January 19, 2008
To All Citizens of Earth,
This is for you and this is for me.
I'm beginning 2008 with new foot forward because I don't want to suffer anymore. I've been hiding and living in protective defense for too long and it's time for change.
I'm waking up, and there are thousands and thousands more like me that are doing the same. It's all of us that are pushing you and making you think about what you do and why you do it. We are here to challenge everything and put it to the test.
Take notice that what exists for the greater good of all will be left untouched and all else will be left to die. It's too much work to go on pretending like we have before. Aren't you tired? We are all tired and so it is time to let go.
There are a lot of people out there teaching and saying a lot of different things. Some are useful and some are not. Some things we resonate with and some we do not. We are each a unique piece of the puzzle and I'm telling you now that no one can be your piece for you.
It is your own effort and your own willingness that brings you heaven on Earth. It is our responsibility to bring our thoughts of Heaven to practice and to give them away, to everyone. That is just it, no one is left behind.
How can we love some, but not others? The very idea separates, the very idea hates. And we, that are awake, do not accept it because it is less than everything. Love has but one rule and that is unconditionality.
I said earlier that everything that exists for the greater good of all will remain, and it is true. Why would we want anything else?
There have been many times in my life when I felt that I couldn't go on, or that there was nothing to live for. If this is how you feel, it's okay, but I'm telling you there is another way.
The helpless are only waiting for someone to save them from themselves, and that is an impossible dream. You can't be helped until you help yourself and that is when we turn around together.
Every time the door closes on destruction and depression, the door to peace opens wide. There is light all around you. Can you feel it?
It is time to ask yourself what you need and why you need it. Everything that doesn't serve must leave and the fear that keeps it there must be undone. It might not be easy because it is a pattern and we have been deep in the groove. All the same, it is necessary for peace and for progress, for light and for love.
The youth are asking for your help, we need you on your side. You can do that by taking responsibility and by letting go. Your soul knows what is right and it is time to tune-in instead of resist.
In this life, there are no victims, only those that wait for the impossible, and there is no need to wait anymore.
My call and your call is that of freedom. Freedom from negativity and dishonesty. Freedom from the game. You must face what you are. You must face love head on.
We are breaking out of the groove, the young are here to lead you, to show you the way. Only the possible is a possibility. Let's do this together with our hearts linked in a timeless place.
This year I am walking my talk. This year is the year of change. Love will fill all voids. Love is the answer to everything.
